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 Electric flame Electrode entity electrons Switch Twitches in the nervous system Static electricity Mania, volt Pulse Sensitivity Electro plasticity Plasticine Explosive Activity

Once more Broken heart Stepped on Spit on Careless whispers Every love Every butterfly Lies to me Be gentle I dont know How much my heart Can handle anymore

I want that one love late nights stolen kisses whispered secrets fingers wrapped in mine I want that one love 2am fights makeup sex laying under the stars walks on the beach I want that one love gentle caresses long conversations sunsets and sunrises passion and adventure I want that one love old and gray puzzles grandkids every day forever I want that one love..

She calls me at 11:53pm lips deep grey, maybe, but certainly shaking, and if I remember nothing of this nebulous continuance I will not forget her fear that we are storms raging; pretty women with bullet eyes and breaking bones bandaged in soft lit pastel skin; fierce birds, each of us a rib-caged land-mine, and that we, with our ever-hungry fingers pick men with open eyes and achingly long lashes, men with calloused palms that swoop our bodies like crows, that eat us up and up and that we   break them.

You see the ceiling, You see the floor, You see the bathroom, You see the door, You see an office, You see a note, You see the exit, You see a boat, You see some paper, You see it all, You see a cement block, You see yourself fall.

I’ll be your Sanctuary – respite from battle cries. Just lay your weapons at my feet and you may close your eyes. I’ll keep you safe behind my shield until the klaxon sound commands us Wake and gather arms – return to battleground. You are my Sanctuary – all fears I shall discard. My burden borne on shoulders strong, to you I yield my guard. You hold me close and raise my breath and soul above the sea until again the world collapses, ending our reprieve. There is no Sanctuary – when here remains just one. I fight alone in fields of fire, assailed by sword and gun. Without you here to take my hand and brin

Magnets. Neodymium magnets. That’s what we are. Positive and negative charges. People don’t really see a difference between us. Other than the fact that you’re positive. And I’m negative. Being the negative charge I am, I try to attract good people into my life and repel the negative. It seems that no matter how many positive people you come across, you try to reel me in. A negative charge. I try to pull away, but to no avail. After all, you’re magnetic. And you’ve got that magnetic charm. Every time it happens, I seem to forget that we collide with a hard smack. You try so hard to cling to me.

It's something I've always wanted for my own Always craved to the heart Yet I watch other people grasp it Hold it in their hands Take it with one word And become whole I've tried to have this treasure but it never uncovers itself to me It is forever elusive to my hungry heart That slowly my soul began to depart I've become nothing but the observer of my desire It never takes flame for me Only to grow cold and wither to the bone Every night I wish it upon the brightest star But every thing goes back to being nothing but black tar I began to see my wish was quite far Though I wondered helplessly in my search It was never in reach My t

Oh pretty Alice Don't you know the world is cruel You're spinning, tossing, tumbling down Into the abyss of the Rabbit hole Up down criss cross Swinging of the pendulum in the clock Tick tock Alice You don't want to be late do you Silly girl you're always late And always on time You keep the time Alice And you define it Hours into days minutes into months Wonderland Underland Down deep and way up high We can go see the pink clouds And take a beak for tea Out in the rose bushes Full of evergreens We can fall out under the stars Watch the train roll by Its carried by wind you know With sails made of strawberry and lemon Oh sad little Alice Don'

I opened my hand, And out flew out a little bird She tweeted about the stars She tweeted about the moon And she tweeted about you I laughed as you fumbled with my hand You thought it was magic I kissed you goodnight And I watched the stars, the moon, and you It seemed so peaceful Till the world went black I felt defenseless as they stole you from my heart You cried, you laughed I wanted to run   But something held me down So now I just watch the stars and the moon And hope that one day, I’ll wake to you next to me That little bird never stopped tweeting for you And I sang along She stopped one day and stared at the sk